Do you think I'll ever get pregnant?

I'm 37 in a week, I was with my husband for 7 years who had a low sperm count, so didn't get pregnant - all the tests showed i was fine. We have since separated (for different reasons) and I've been with my partner now for 3 years and we are trying. There isn't anything up with his fertility but I'm so afraid it will never happen for me. I can't face going to the doctors and going through it all again - but I so want to be pregnant. I so want to feel a little life growing inside me, I so want to feel my own babies breath on my face, I so want to hold my own child in my arms and nurture her through everything. I've got so much love to give. The hurt is breathtaking sometimes, I can hardly bear it. Please give me some hope